i'm sitting on an empty shelf 
between volumes 782.503 and 783.3 
as dust gathers around my cover 
& mites nibble my binding 
 
occasionally unknown hands 
pull my jacket, scan my contents 
then promptly shove me back – 
in a world with so many volumes 
i'm inconsequential: 
a cadaver of cellulose 
in a vast intellectual morgue 
where millions rest in oblivion 
largely ignored 
 
soon enough 
a library employee will examine me 
and decide other works 
are more worthy 
of the space 
 
then 
in a disposal box 
i'll experience  
the fire of wisdom  
and once again  
know the bliss   
of being erased 
	
  
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	| Ella:  | 
	Isn't the emptiness of this poem oppressive? | 
   
  
	| Shu:  | 
	(surprised) Most of the oppression we encounter is inside the mind. | 
   
  
	| Jack:  | 
	No – cut the rhetorical crap. Can't you see? There's something genuinely stifling here. | 
   
  
	| Ella:  | 
	One reason this poem stinks is it is cloaked in self-denial. Curiously, this is because the author identifies too much with his written works. Many authors are guilty of that. So rotting is a good thing. | 
   
  
	| Shu:  | 
	(Smiling faintly with a trace of disdain) False refuge. | 
   
  
	| Ella:  | 
	 Also, the author is also too confident of his own insignificance. No one knows how history will write them – and only vain people really care. | 
   
  
	| Jack:  | 
	 Yep! Pride can warp into twisted self-denial: it almost has a pious stink. | 
   
  
	| Juanita:  | 
	 (shrugging her shoulders) Well, let's move on and breathe. . .  | 
   
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