NEMESIS: Reflections on angst and transcendence

	I'm a darkness that remains unnamed, 
	and all the anger you try to contain.

	I am the bright visions you never claimed, 
	and the noble aspirations you were too lazy to attain.

	I'm the face of better selves that you could have been, 
	and none of them that you can concede.

	I'm the cobwebs covering your past, 
	and many countless spiders obscuring your future hopes.

	I pursue you til you recognise the vast life beyond your myopic ego, 
	and rejoice as nightmares chip away at your illusions.

	Until you forsake trying small whims to sate, 
	suffering and death shall be thy mates.


Nadia: 	  (shaking her head) This guy has too much unresolved anger.

Kasim:    Nearly all of us do.

Wan-Sze:: Isn't that part of our human stain?

Will:     I wonder. Why is this stain? Why should be be ashamed of our limitations? 
          Aren't they simply part of our inner engineering?

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from How Weird: Out of the Box of Expectations by T Newfields 
Summary:  Some thoughts about angst, transcendence, and anger.
Keywords: nemesis, hollow monstrosity, doppelganger, psychic retribution, 
          spiritual vengeance, inner adversary 
 
Author:  T Newfields [Nitta Hirou / Huáng Yuèwǔ] (b. 1955 - ?) 
Begun:   2002 in Nagoya, Japan ☆ Finished: 2024 in Shizuoka, Japan 
Creative Commons License: Attribution. {{CC-BY-4.0}} Granted 
 
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ESPAÑOL   https://www.tnewfields.info/es/nemes.htm 
NIHONGO   https://www.tnewfields.info/jp/nemeshisu.htm
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